touring is a lot of fun. - 702 Comments

alright, call me crazy but i love singing and performing, problem = i can't sing! so i'm an imaginary superstar during the day. (not ALL the time) but when im "touring" i put together a setlist of my favourite bands/songs, get dressed up all fancy and put on a show in my living room ALMOST everyday for three-five months as if it was a real tour. i sing outloud whilst listening to my ipod.

it's such a rush even with no one watching. i wish i could actually sing. or play an instrument? anything.

anyways, so we have to film some more scenes for "i've got nothin'" on may 30th and june 5th. after that i should start shooting "movin' on" and some amazing news! remember that film i REALLY wanted to land the role of? i auditioned and they said they'd let me know. well i got the role i wanted! we film up in filmore, california starting in late december early january of 2010.

the photoshoot for a few of the t-shirts for i'm a jerk industries is tomorrow! i'm still in the process of ordering some other things for the line so we can do them for them as well. :)

it launches june 5th. i'm sorry but im really excited even if no one else cares or is excited about it. :D

talk soon. ps. anyone know where someone can design my official site? i'm really lazy. :/

Posted by emma on 20 May 2009

such a long ass day. - 0 Comments

argh, so tired. it started off at 3am with me waking up having an asthma attack. i can't find my inhaler, so i had asthma problems until 9:30am, therefore lack of sleep. got to set at noon (that was the call time) and filmed three scenes today. so exhausting! it got way to hot outside and i started getting dizzy so we all went inside for a break. during the first scene we filmed, i forgot my line, TWICE and my phone rang during a take. i was so embarrassed. i'm like "i'm sorry no one EVER calls me!" because really i never get phone calls!

after filming i went to a public pool with most of the crew. it was much too cold by the time we finished filming for me to go swimming, i ended up watching part of transformers on a computer and eating pasta before heading home.

i got home at 10p and i work at 4:30a! fml. not due to film anymore scenes until june 5th. that exact day has way too much going on!

i'm off to bed now, so good night. xo.

Posted by emma on 18 May 2009

preparation started today! - 0 Comments

so, tomorrow i'm auditioning for a girl ironically named emma. it's for a film, im not sure the title, but i've read the full script and i dont think i've ever prepared myself so much for an audition before. i really want the role, so i can be apart of this film the story is so amazing. hoping i nail it. anyways, emma has an "unnatural" hair colour which is why they would like me to audition for her.

so instead of dying my hair brown like i wanted to (just for the summer) i touched my hair up so it's a brighter red tomorrow and for film "I've Got Nothin'" which starts on Sunday!

I got a 48 out of 50 on my final psych paper so i've at least passed with a C. but i'm praying for a B. :(

today i went to the beach and worked on my tan. in the future my friend gave me an idea to put hearts (like from a porno star) over my nipples, so i can tan topless. because it's not illegal. :) and no tan lines! other than that i have nothing to say, im just rambling because im bored.

so tired. work at 6am followed by audition in LA. peace!

Posted by emma on 16 May 2009

FML, i just finished! - 0 Comments

today was the last day of the school semester, i'm so proud of myself. see, i have adhd, so i have extreme problems concentrating and can't sit for very long so i haven't been doing too well in the past semesters, however this semester i went all the way and finished all the work. i really hope i get good grades or i'll be depressed and won't be motivated for the new semester. which i just looked it starts on june 8th! WTF? i just finished, fuck summer term.

this summer, im taking geography (hoping easy) and american politics (required, but fml i pray i dont fail). i really want to take it one semester at a time so i don't over do myself, so i cant think about fall term until july 30th, which is the last day of summer term.

enough of school, i get a three and a half week break, i should take it. i got the stickers and pins for i'm a jerk industries today! cutting them up and shipping them out soon for promotion at warped tour. thank god for friends that live all over the country. currently trying to set up an event to get it out there, because i want it to be successful, i sent my publicist the information so hopefully he can find something for i'm a jerk. i know some famous people that would probably go if we can get it locked down.

im so excited about my clothing line launches, what sucks is that i'll be filming scenes for "i've got nothin'" that short film on june 5th in the evening, so it's like "damn" but that's fine i have the whole day to do nothing. i feel so rushed yet so constricted at the same time. it's like i have this feeling that i want to fly and just let go and run full speed but theres this thing stopping me like "i dont know how to fly, im going to fall". i mean i dont understand how to get my clothing line successful so im stressing out on how to promote it. you know what i mean?

eh. i have stuff i need to get done. till next time.

ps. promote im a jerk for me by giving your friends the link to www.imajerkindustries.com, telling them about it, posting myspace bulletins etc. i'd really appreciate it! please, thanks. xo.

Posted by emma on 13 May 2009

i did it! - 0 Comments

two days in a row, i woke up at the time i was supposed to! last night i did fall asleep later than i was supposed to, but i did wake up at 8am, so that's two days in a row! lets hope i can keep on the "schedule". so many productive things happened today because of it. here's a rundown on how FAST hollywood works.

woke up at 8am, got an email around 10am that they were interested in meeting with me for a small role of an ex girlfriend, they were asking to come in for a meeting with the director of a project i submitted for sometime over the past week. i had an audition at 1pm already so i told him that today would work perfectly for a meeting. after leaving a bit late, i made it to my 1pm audition at 1:45pm (don't worry they said anytime between 1 and 5! i wasn't late) unfortunately, it ran a bit late and i didn't get to the meeting until around 3:15pm. after a meeting with the director/creator and co-creator i thought both audition(s) went well. tonight at 10pm i received an email from chad the director/creator saying that they hadn't choosen me for the ex girlfriend lisa.

they had decided to cast me as the girl the lead guy meets and ends up falling in love with. basically i just got a much larger role all in a day of responding to a quick email and a 15 minute meeting at starbucks. given it's jut a small web series but i'm thrilled because i haven't done any acting since january and im itching to get some more work under my belt! much much excited. you should be TOO, web SERIES means you'll be able to watch it FOR FREE at your convenience. :) anyways...

the web series is called "Movin' On" it's the story of Anthony as he gets dumbed and kicked out of his apt. by his gf Lisa, he then crashes at his friend Chad's place. Chad thinks he's "smooth" with the ladies so he tries to teach Anthony how to get a new girlfriend. i will play tobi, anthony's love interest mid way through the season. my first appearance is in either episode 3 or 4 and will be recurring for the rest of the season. tobi is a little spunky and sassy girl!

production starts in the next few weeks, i'll be doing my parts in late may/june. also, in the madness of last night, brannon bates and i (the director from my film miar vociche) were talking through email about how we wanted to expand my character for miar vociche. i'll also be playing viv in his upcoming horror film bloody halls, production probably this summer. no word on the other audition but i do have an audition next week that i'd KILL to land. i'd give up all these roles just for this one. i dont want to give anything away yet though.

Oh also, i got see my scene for miar vociche last night. here's a still for your amusment:


sorry it's blurry

and that was my day today, exhausting, productive and i leave you with the following. LOS ANGELES TRAFFIC SUCKS! xo.

EDIT / i got the role in the short film as well. ill be playing laura in a film where these guys just suck at getting girls.

Posted by emma on 08 May 2009

another great day gone. - 0 Comments

so wicked excited right now. so i called my agent to talk about a few things, for example im not SAG atm, SAG is a union for actors, etc. All the big celebrities and films produced are usually SAG. what sucks about NOT being in SAG is that you can't audition for SAG films unless your SAG. the good thing about not being SAG is that you get to be apart of smaller based projects which tend to be a lot more fun and less stressful. needless to say, i've had my run with the non-union smaller projects and i'm ready to get some bigger named movies under my belt. in order to do this, i need to be SAG. so i plan on joining this "extras casting" place in order to get my SAG credits, then i'll be able to do bigger movies. :)

also just got off the phone with my publicist, i was very excited to hear that he has some major stuff in the horror world (events) planned for me to promote ZAMPD and bloody halls (which hasn't started production yet, so i'm a big hesitant).

other than that, only two days left of school for the semester next monday & wednesday. today i went out to see hannah montana the movie. so freaking cute. seriously, such a great movie, i cried so much, i think the theatre people thought i was insane. #1 because i went to the first showing of the day and was the only person in the theatre watching the film so i sang along to the songs and came out with mascara running down my face... after that i went to school where for the strangest reason we talked about annie leibowitz, the photographer who shot those "slutty" photos of miley for vanity fair so we talked about miley in class today as well. my teacher thinks the people are insane and sided with miley just like i did. (it was art class btw, we were study photographer this week).

lastly, i woke up at 8am today! i haven't napped and i will be going to sleep at 1am tonight (i work till midnight). two auditions tomorrow, wish me luck.

Posted by emma on 06 May 2009

i got stung by a bee. - 0 Comments

today i got stung by a bee for the first time since i was twelve. omfg, bee stings hurt! but if you apply an ice pack or anything cold, the pain numbs. i also watched juno today, got rid of "flock" and went back to firefox. :)

i've decided to make myself a schedule for the next two weeks, where i will wake up and fall asleep at the exact same time, hoping to get myself into a habit so i'm not on such odd sleeping times! i've been working on this website (the resources part which hasn't launched yet) all day. i've been having so much fun on it (^_^).

oh also, the webmaster of the site i talked about in the last blog deleted the forum topic (upon my request) and if she stumbles across this blog, i'd just like to thank her AGAIN for doing that for me. it's amazing and today has been a good day.

somewhat sad that i'm not going to be able to attend this event tonight though, it was for a book premiere/signing about the children of uganda and as you know i'm a huge supporter of invisible children. invisible children wasn't hosting the event but that didn't matter because it was about trying to get people to notice the war in uganda.

if your confused about what im talking about or why im blogging here, read the last blog lol.

and this has been my daily blog for today, wish me luck on that sleeping thing!

Posted by emma on 05 May 2009

"what's going on?" - 0 Comments

alright, so here's the deal... this past weekend i ran across a person i once knew (informally, we were never introduced) she opened a fansite on someone that i had a fansite on. mine was the most popular fansite on the person. eventually i decided to close, now she owns the most popular fansite. im still a fan on the person so i was reading the forums one day and i ran across her, her friend and the website visitors, talking shit "remember the old site "insert url here" apparently the webmaster thinks she's famous! lyke omg lolz" it went along those lines. i got somewhat depressed and decided to respond, to which i got even more hatemail. after thinking a lot about it, and reading miley cyrus' book "miles to go", getting advice from audrey kitching, friends and people who actually consider themselves my fans/supporters, i've still found it very hard to ignore.

i want to somewhat "slip away from it all" just for a bit. maybe a week or two, maybe a month just so i can be normal again, blog about my days, music, bedtime stories, whatever i want... put up fun layouts that aren't using my own pictures (i REALLY miss that!) etc. this whole industry is just driving me into depression.

anyways, i've had one of the shittest weekends of my life. not including the hatemail, today alone has just been the rotten cherry on my melted ice cream. i woke up at 3:30am to go to work, only to find that i accidentally left a light inside my car on, so it wouldn't start. i had to wake up my parents so they could jump start it. my dad was pretty pissed and i'm not allowed to drive into LA for a while. which really sucks because i had an audition tonight for a horror feature. after getting to work late, i all the sudden had REALLY bad cramps and i'm not on my period! (i'm private about some things but not about what my body does, everyone's does it its not that private!) after the cramps, i worked on some homework (at home obviously) then headed off to school where my pen died mid-class and i got all my papers back with two C's, a B, and 2 A's. the C's bummed me out. Then there was traffic on the way home. i'm just really peeved at the moment. i've lost clothes and jewelry that i just bought this weekend. (don't wear new clothes to go out and get drunk with your friends, you'll never see it again). i lost my sims travel extension so i had to re-start the game after uninstalling it and re-installing it just ughhh.

woo! i vented! it's been a while since i got to write a real blog. also this is important! i'm trying to work on my graphic portfolio, since i haven't really been making layouts in the past few years my skills have turned into a spaghetti noodle and are just plain awful. so i'm offering FREE orders atm.

i'll make you a graphic for free (for whatever you want), but please don't hate me if i decide not to do your order. if i dont think it will benefit my portfolio i'm going to turn it down. also not accepting paid work at this time.

if you want to order, just email me at emma@emmaroseevans.com with pictures, colours, navigation, etc. and ill let you know if i'll make it for you!

peace kittens!

Posted by emma on 04 May 2009